Tuesday, July 12, 2011

What am I going to do... after?

That is the question of the day... What am I going do after my Mom is gone?

Beyond get a job and pull myself out of the financial black hole I'm in, I really don't know. Over time I've become so consumed with her growing needs that I have totally lost touch with me. I haven't a clue what to do with myself or with the freedom to make those decisions. I am totally and completely baffled as to who I am and what I want for a future. Even now, if I try to clear my mind and just see what thoughts come I find myself just staring at the white space on the screen without a conscious thought in my head.

How do I find "me" again in this mess?

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